The train doors were shut on my face today morning and the next train was after 20 mins. I hate it to the core when such a thing happens in the morning especially after you run like a dog to reach the platform to only see the door shut.
What did I do next? Sit on the station bench and start crying in public shamelessly. Will I ever ever learn to control my tears?
Called M and gave him a piece of my mind. It was a monologue of course.
Why did I cry?
May be because I woke up early to catch the earlier train but still missed it by microseconds.
May be because M locked himself up in the bathroom for prolonged time with his phone in hand while I was juggling in between the morning rush
May be because Adi yelled at the top her voice when I attempted to give a good luck hug for her Math test today
May be because I am always in the mode of catching up with anything and everything rather than being ahead
May be because I am still struggling hard to spend quality time with LHB
May be because I am not able to function normal with 5 or 6 hours of sleep. I need my 8 hours of sleep every single damn night.
May be because I am not able to wake up early in the morning
May be because I am not able to make good progress on the book I so want to read and I have already renewed it once.
May be because I have been following this diet for around 2 months and don’t see any change in terms of weight reduction
And the icing on the cake is my neighbor who never boards at the station where I board caught me at the station with welled up eyes and I had to pretend to have caught cold. Sighh!!! When you are in a s**t, it only gets worse.
Whatever, I have gulped it all down and moved on to tackle the rest of my day. Nothing slows down for you. You don’t have a choice but to move on. Also, there is two things that made me smile. One, my all girls whatsapp group who are always there to listen where I vent out and another is below notification that I saw today morning, that reminded me that I used to vent out in this space too long long ago, so long ago…
How have you all been? Now that LHB is growing, I want to get back to regular blogging to record all his cuteness. He is at this stage of cuteness overloaded and amazes us every single day with something new.
Between my littles and me 