The train doors were shut on my face today morning and the next train was after 20 mins. I hate it to the core when such a thing happens in the morning especially after you run like a dog to reach the platform to only see the door shut.
What did I do next? Sit on the station bench and start crying in public shamelessly. Will I ever ever learn to control my tears?
Called M and gave him a piece of my mind. It was a monologue of course.
Why did I cry?
May be because I woke up early to catch the earlier train but still missed it by microseconds.
May be because M locked himself up in the bathroom for prolonged time with his phone in hand while I was juggling in between the morning rush
May be because Adi yelled at the top her voice when I attempted to give a good luck hug for her Math test today
May be because I am always in the mode of catching up with anything and everything rather than being ahead
May be because I am still struggling hard to spend quality time with LHB
May be because I am not able to function normal with 5 or 6 hours of sleep. I need my 8 hours of sleep every single damn night.
May be because I am not able to wake up early in the morning
May be because I am not able to make good progress on the book I so want to read and I have already renewed it once.
May be because I have been following this diet for around 2 months and don’t see any change in terms of weight reduction
And the icing on the cake is my neighbor who never boards at the station where I board caught me at the station with welled up eyes and I had to pretend to have caught cold. Sighh!!! When you are in a s**t, it only gets worse.
Whatever, I have gulped it all down and moved on to tackle the rest of my day. Nothing slows down for you. You don’t have a choice but to move on. Also, there is two things that made me smile. One, my all girls whatsapp group who are always there to listen where I vent out and another is below notification that I saw today morning, that reminded me that I used to vent out in this space too long long ago, so long ago…
How have you all been? Now that LHB is growing, I want to get back to regular blogging to record all his cuteness. He is at this stage of cuteness overloaded and amazes us every single day with something new.