Archive | November 16, 2016


the sulking is still on going, actually taking ugly twists and turns, haunting me with past memories. Don’t know where it’s taking me to..  Add to that, I was not keeping well and took a sick day off on Tuesday.

I couldn’t get off the bed but managed to get up, sent the rest of the clan out of home to follow their daily schedule and lied down on the couch. Slept for a while and guess what I did after that?

I cleaned the living room, kitchen, not a deep one but at least put things back at their designated places and then cooked for about 2-3 hours. Did all the cutting and sautee-ing trying to keep myself up and not pass out in the middle of chores.

I was feeling damn tired all day but this cleaning gave me such a high.Took Adi for her piano class in the evening, LHB and I spent  quality time for about an hour during the wait time. The 3 of us had good chat during the drive. We discussed about the super moon and took some pics of the beauty though my phone camera didn’t do justice to her beauty. LHB gets involved in most of the car conversation these days and it is so cute to hear him share his opinion about the topic!

Felt so satisfied by end of day despite all that body pain and nose block. Cleaning seems to be my therapy but I do have some condition around that. I have to be home alone while cleaning. I don’t like to have people around while indulging in my ultimate therapy.

#self analysis



IT started

The pink vs blue struggle..

LHB: Amma, I want a piggy bank!!
Amma: Ok sure da. what type do you want?
LHB: I want a blue one.
Amma: A blue? Why don’t you get a pink one kutty?
LHB: Ammaaa pink is for girlzzz!!! I am a  boy and I get a blue one.

We never never talk about pink and blue at home. Infact, his blankie used for nap time is a complete plain pink one.

From where does he learn? So, the community around doesn’t help either I guess!!! I rest my case!!