people understand that it is easier to say “don’t do it” or ask “who asked you to do it?” than to stand by the person who does it. Can’t you support rather than criticize? But, life is not fair right? How many more times do I have to keep reminding myself?
I have been a fighter all my life with my own challenges and may proudly say that I stood by my values so far even when my ground was shaken. If there is one thing that I fail miserably it is to lose my cool to my offsprings when I am stressed. Is there a better way to handle it? It hurts more when I know that they are not the reason behind my stress. Especially with Adi it doesn’t work any more to lose my cool and then apologize. She just gives a short stare that hits me straight with “how does it matter to apologize now? the damage is already done” and she is not that little girl any more to forget the incident and come hug me after some time like LHB does.. I feel like I am losing her and if this persists will lose LHB also very soon.. It hurts more when I realize that I am not able to give my best to the two souls that is the world to me!! I am trying…
And if I may mention a second thing that I fail miserably, it is to not waste my tears for unworthy people. I cry more when I feel helpless or the situation drains all my energy out!
Why do people complicate life and relationships so much? Why can’t they be compassionate, considerate and have some empathy around their surroundings? Something that I will never understand!!
It is past midnight and I have to wake up early tomorrow. Still, thought I can regain some of my sanity if I pour it all out here. Thank you for reading and ignore this rant!!
Hugs Ani. You are a wonderful mom. And If I can understand you, from this far, I am sure your kids would too and love you to bits always!
thank you Me.. seriously writing this post and all the positive comments I have received helps me to heal faster. thank you so much
Hugs Ani…Lots of hugs!
Hugs Ani 🤗 🤗
Hugs Ani. You are a wonderful person dear. Don’t stress yourself too much. Such things happen.
Kids do understand us better as they grow older. This may just be a passing phase.
Yes I should keep reminding myself that this is a passing phase.. thank you so much for the positive comments
Aww dear tight hugs to you..all will be good..take care
thank you Garima.. tight hugs to you
Hugs hugs Ani. There are very few in this world who even think about being compassionate and empathetic. I am so proud of you. You are one of the best